Instability

You make me feel again.

Emotions I haven’t felt in so long.

Emotions I wasn’t sure still existed within me.

Emotions I long forgot.

Ecstatic emotions. Emotions that make me feel out of this world.

Weird emotions. Emotions that I don’t understand. Emotions that I can’t explain unless I try to write them down.

I feel anxious. I feel happy. I feel needy.  I feel loved.  I feel uncertain.

I feel unstable.

Why do I feel this way. I can’t comprehend it. I don’t like not being in control of myself. My being, my emotions. Even as I’m writing, I’m a mess. My writing is all over the place.

 

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